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| Friday, June 30, 2006 |
I screw-ED my common test !
-pouts-
~):
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| 2:59 PM |
| Tuesday, June 27, 2006 |
M I C H E L L E !
You're such a WHORE !
A SELFISH one !
Why can't you just solve the problem by admitting to S.
So that you can ease his pain & take away your sinful act of lying.
And things will be better for him and for you isn't it?
I can't bring myself to tell him.
Cause I know I'm gonna receive none of his happenings & laughter.
Perhaps, I'm just relie on him too much
You should be independent you know.
It's wrong for you to make your bf worry and feel inferior.
What the hell are you think.
WAKE UP !
I feel remosful for lying.
And it's killing me.
But the thought of him not having to share his ups and downs makes me didn't bare to.
It's like knowing there's a wall infront, and you're still walking straight.
Just give me time and I'll break the ice perhaps.
I dare myself to love, never know that it will be this hard.
Baby, I'm sorry.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Monday, June 26, 2006 |
Despite the sudden down pour.
We do enjoy ourselves under the sun & rain yesterday.
It's been a long time since we had so much fun under the sun.
How I wish my holiday could be extended and I get to spend more time with my friends & family.
Island life I love it !
:D
And I have bad hair day today.
RAHHHHHH !
If only my hugs could ease away your worries.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Saturday, June 24, 2006 |
He started my day by buying breakfast over to my cribe.
My favourite Century egg porriage.
That's very sweet of him.
<3
Enjoy working over at Raffles Place with Elina & Calista.
It's the girls' power.
It's month end.
So most customers just try and not buy.
Lastly, I have found myself a great bitching partner.
And that is Siang Choong.
We're suppose to mug on our maths,
but we spend 3/4 of the evening talking about life.
And I enjoy talking to him.
Cause he's just so funny & great minds do think alike.
:D
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| 2:59 PM |
| Friday, June 23, 2006 |
Didn't mean to break the promise of meeting you tomorrow.
It's just that my work place is down with man power.
So I just volunteer to work, to share the work load with my fellow colleagues.
Just hope that you will be a little more understanding.
That's all I ask for.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Thursday, June 22, 2006 |
Just want to hug you tight.
To ease away the sadness in you.
Cause I know you're gonna smoke,
after a phone call.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Wednesday, June 21, 2006 |
It's been a long time since I vent my unhappiness through running. As usual, quarreled with him over S. Everytime when I witness him lighting up a ciggy, I knew he's feeling down. And it all started by me.
Being selfish is the word to describe myself. There's no win win situation in life. But the selfish me just want the best of both. While I can't bring myself to let go. The only way to ease his pain is to leave S perhaps. To stop him from thinking. How I wish my little other things do ease his pain. But it's gonna be a never.
Tell me what should I do?
It all started with a crush. And day by day, the love just grew. I can't bare to leave him too. Used to think that by leaving him, he will be happy in the long run. But the other half of me just want to see him smile, give him the best of everything. I just want to carry the responsibility of grooming him into a better someone. So that in the long run things will run smooth for him.
There's something I can find in S but not him. The I-will-be-there-for-you kind of feeling. Just one sad face in my msn nick kept him worry and called my hp just to know that I'm fine. This little things from him do touches my heart. He just know how to ease my worries with his outrageous thinking & words.
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| 2:59 PM |
| Tuesday, June 20, 2006 |
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Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
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I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.
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